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Tuesday, May 09, 2006

X_X.......................GOMEN

WHHHHY JET!?!?! WHHHHHYYYY?!?!

sorry for my uber duper super late update. I can't update my blog last march till early april because of the DSL people in PLDT are sooo slow to process our DSL...they promised that the DSL modem thingy will be delivered in just a week, but due to their very fucked up computer *o_0* in their office are having problems and hangs up and made the processing queue screw up (that's what they said when I called their office), the delivery was 2weeks delayed... and for the rest of april is because of my super duper lazy soaVear instincts...

GOMEN TO ANYONE WHO VISITS MY BLOG... T_T.

(*In case that you dont know, soaVear is my character of sonar's P.O.W.E.R. fanfic... my DNA was fused together with the DNA of a very very ferocious breed of bear... resulting my body into doing bearish moves... LOL!!! XD)

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what happened to me during the past 2 months?

~School Searchin'... finally found one. ^^ *relief*

OK... Now that I graduated high school I need to find a college to study in the next school year. I dont know what to do at that time and I can't sleep about it. And I got irritably guilty everyday when my Big sis' is asking about my future school every time we meet at the house... I should take action before its too late...

1st Stop : FEU
I changed my mind in enrolling after going there... Recto isn't my taste. I have to face danger everyday, even a tall guy like me is no match to a gang of robbers with knives. I passed an Application form but I didn't show up on one of their entrance exams. besides that Mom and dad wont let me study on the university belt of our country... (floods, rallies, robbers/rapists)
*BACK OUT*

2nd Stop : Mapua, Makati
Did I mention that I failed in Mapua Intramuros in my recent posts... I felt so sad and miserable on the day that I knew my results, I threw my exam permit away... BUT HELL YEAH ITS A GOOD THING THAT I THREW IT AWAY coz' that's the reason why I passed mapua! XD.

I lost my permit you see, and then I called the mapua makati branch and I told them and inquired if I can still take the extra test for nursing even if I failed in COEnginnering. Then they said "lets check your test result first, what is your batch and applicant #?". Then I said "Im sorry... I lost my permit, but I think your database can search for my name". Then after a while she finally found my result and she said "oh... you failed, when you failed in CoE its like also failing Nursing, but you still got a chance to pass coz you haven't taken the extra pschological and interview tests for nursing.". Haha! and for a small fee of 100php I got a second chance to pass the gaddamn MAPUA test!

haha I what's good to this test is I'm not going to take the frikkin MATH, SCIENCE, LOGIC tests... all I have to take is the interview and the ENGLISH(essay type) and pychological tests. HAHA It's so easy! XD XD XD and I knew the result of the test to day after I Have taken it. XD
*PASSED*

but still MAPUA makati's tuition fee is very expensive... and due to our sudden family situation (*I'll mention the details later), My final stop is on AMA SanJuan... besides It's near our house and I have a collegeplan ready in AMA SanJuan... And I really wanted to take CoE than Nursing.

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hehe After Going to those 2 schools and finally I just found a place to spend my college life, I dont have any worries on my summer vacation anymore! ^^. Its time to have some fun fun fun!!! XD

~melskiz and jetskiz's escapades:

hehe we did our 1st summer escapade on April. 11 and we watched ICE AGE 2 in megamall... but the downside of this escapade is that melskiz's parents are in the same mall (*its their usual family outing to the malls)... unfortunately we haven't finished the movie and have to go outside because melskiz's mom is looking and calling her. haha its not a perfect escapade but it's stilll soave to spend time w/ her again, and at least we still watched what happened to the poor squirrel in the end... XD LOL!

Our 2nd escapade happened to be our 2nd monthsary! XD, and hopefully Melskiz have finally found out a plan on how we can celebrate this special day together XD. hehe she used the old "go to pradz, then escape 'til his dad pick him up in the late aftertoon" plan again. haha we went to promenade and watched(?) "tristan and isolde", =^^= a very romantic movie for a perfectly planned monthsary celebration... SOAVE! good thing my
money is just right for us to watch a movie and for taking a cab XD, else we coud've celebrated our monthsary in the hot afternoon sun X_X. (*PRADZ!!! WE OWE YOU A LOT!!! XD THANK YOU LOTS PRADZSKIZ!!! XD XD XD... I really mean it... T_T)

and our latest escapade that we did is on mega, we watched silent hill. hopefully melskiz's mom wasn't there in the mall, poor mom got a sprain after an accident... meaning that we can watch the movie since her dad really trusts us that we're somewhere in the mall and not in the movies... But her dad really smell something fishy on that day... but it's still a perfect escapade ^^.

~FUCK!!! WHY IS THIS HAPPENNING TO ME NOW!?!?! AND SHIT MORE BAD NEWS?!?!?!

I dunno how I got this disease but I feel sick one last last saturday... then Monday came and I got many small pimples that's popping up on my face like mushrooms. And its on the day after I found out that I am suffering from chickenpox X_X... SHIT MAN!!! this isn't happening! to me right now!!! but WTF...! shit happens... X_X... that means having a picnic dates with melskiz last May 5-6 were canceled... And I cant Go to the arcade/malls for 2 whole weeks. X_X its the 9th day of my disease, the first five days was a living hell. How does it feel when you are forbidden to scratch something itchy in your body...? T____T This is much worse than waiting for a flight at the airport... X_X but dont worry guys XD, a few more days left and I am fully recovered and free!!! WEEEE! ^^.

T_T more bad news came in... my Dad's nepritis got worse and he is on the dialysis stage. X_X SHIT MAN! deads in a critical condition and dad's illness should be taken seriously... and That's going to affect my whole lifestyle... That means I have to be with him and my fun time is shortened coz' I'm the only man in our family... I should be always be with him, dad really need my support...

This is also the reason why I had chosen to study in AMA SanJuan...It's very near our house, it's just 4 blocks away... Besides we still need the money for the dialysis services of the hospitals so mapua isn't a choice to study.

It's sad for me but its ok, it's not on what school you are from but how good you are when your at school... XD.

I cant do anything to help dad... I wish I could donate my kidney but I also inherited my dad's nephritis... all I can do now is to take care of dad and try not to be like him... oh I hope dad will be cured... X_X.

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hehe well That's all on what happened to me on the past 2months... Its kinda mixed w/ happy and sad events... that's all for now...

I wish this chicken pox will go away tomorrow so I can be w/ dad on the hospital... X_X. and I wish Melskiz and me can be together on my birthday... I really miss her so much... T_T

I think I should sleep all my problems today and go to my very own blank space... WTF its 1:15 in the morning already?! i really need to sleep... ciao for now! XD good night!(morning... watever... XD)

*I know... my grammar still suck big time*

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