(+) (-).... ARGH!!! SCREW IT!!!

Well... I Just finished typing the typewritten part of my report in Chemistry. Next up are the visual aides... I shall draw these chemical bonding illustrations that are full of circles and circles with "+ -" signs on manila paper X___X. I hate drawing big, perfect circles... Argh! I'll do it later, after church. Then after that I need to buy batteries for the experiment part. X__X

If only my notbook (or laptop) would arrive soon... I wouldn't need to draw this shit in a mano mano way. ~__~

Waiting...

I'm waiting for lots of things.

I can't wait for:

1. My notebook (or laptop... maybe). I can't wait for that shit to get delivered here, It's been a month and a half now and it still hasn't arrived. I got lots of ideas to be animated in flash that I want to present and a lot of pictures that need to be edited in photoshop. And I need it in reporting so I can present my report interactively... I need it for my career.

2. My next month's allowance. I spent the last of this month's allowance for my report in Chem. And I need money... To buy food and for gimmicks and stuff.

3. Sembreak. What sucks in a trisem university is you'll end your term late and the new term starts early. But still, I want this term to end now. I'm getting tired of solving calculus problems and typing HTML codes. XP bleh.

4. My birthday. Haha I want to become 18 now! so I can get a non-pro driver's license! and Birthday means lots of $$$ from Mom! I need to buy new clothes... I also need money ti buy a new video card and processor for my busted PC X_X.

5. I can't wait for you to love me again... Yes, I'm talking about us... I'm still waiting... I know that we're on "POS", but I want to say this coz I feel incomplete without you.

>___<

I'm hungry... I'll eat lunch now. Then practice driving. Then go to church. And back to my report again.

BYE!

Anata watashii no Pocky!

I love POCKY! Who can resist not to eat those delicious flavored-chocolate coated cracker sticks neh? XD.

Haha You still got no idea what pocky is? then watch these vids XD.
















*yep... That's Nakama Yukie, star of Gokusen 1&2

Their commercials gave me a sudden urge to get one of those tempting boxes. And in fact, I think I'm gonna buy one right now!

Hihihi!

*goes to cherry to buy pocky*

A weird dream... or nightmare rather...

I dunno where I'm at but the place looked very familiar to me. I was already running on the start of this dream, and I think I was chasing after someone. I dunno... I slowed down my senseless sprint because I don't have any idea what and why was I running.

I felt the air breathing in and out of my lungs... Fatigue was slowly fading away from my body... I looked to my left, I saw an arcade... was it TZ? I also dunno.

I went inside... The place was full of weird games that I didn't know. I saw a girl playing some sort of guitar game, she plays well. She was wearing the same blouse and miniskirt that she wore last sunday, But the complexion of her skin was the same as mine.

The song she was playing ended... She eased off the guitar strap from her shoulder and gave the guitar thing to me. she told me that she's tired and I can try out the game while she's gonna cool off. Her sweet voice was also familiar to me.

I tried out the game... It was well developed, and challenging... I cleared three songs and I enjoyed playing all of it. It was really an awesome game.

Curiosity came out from my mind, I wonder what the girl's face looks like... I looked back, I saw her face, her face also looked familiar. We looked eye to eye, and then there this cold feeling crawled up my spine... I couldn't move. The girl then made a devil-like grin and took out something sharp...

That thing was still dripping with her other victim's blood... She was gonna go for the kill...

I looked at her eyes again. I remember those eyes, those eyes were the same ones I saw when I look at myself on a mirror.

Then I woke up... And I was 30 mins. late for school. @___@
ANLABO KO!!!

The undefined answer was still plotted in the 3rd quadrant...

This day was supposed to be a special day... But It's still a soave day for me :)

***

I survived the suprise quiz... The formula was effective... :D

yun lang... :P

MATH05 - C2
surprize quiz!

Given:
X + Y = undefined.

Solve:
Let X be 54889 and Y be 78779.
And prove what quadrant "undefined" will go to.

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This problem that I have been trying to solve for ages...

is to be concluded soon... :)

I hope that the answer will settle in the 1st quadrant... and not in the 2nd...

wish me strength and luck :).

Hai sa wakas...

Midterms are finally over! And after experiencing a sooo fucked up February... Life is getting beautiful again :)

My plucking and chord switching in guitar is getting better now. And I'm learning how to drive again XD, I can now go to greenhills without making my dad shout at me (which never really did... Coz I'm a good driver XD).

***

*I'm still contemplating about it... and I think I'll try and give it a shot at it XD. who knows... I might be the next XD. hehe

YUN LANG! XD

I miss you too! I love you! And I know you also do! :*:*:*

Haha... Enough of this emo shit.

Why would you cry, mourn and have fear of losing that someone? When you know that she isn't gonna go away and leave you?

That's why I hate emo peeps... Their screams of melancholy is plain stupid... Why don't they accept it or try to act on their own instinct to get it back and not just mourn all day because his girlfriend is dead and shit.

It would be a shame for me if I will become one... @_@

Life IS really beautiful... Why ruin it with your sad and bad vibes? Just ease up and relax. And try to make something new and exciting like "pushing 'em little daisies and make them come up" while you're waiting for that right time... :)

Jet is happy now... :)

***

I am also praying for kitty. I wish her goodluck and have more guts in her upcoming final exams :). PRACTICE HARDER KITTY! :*:*:* love u lots!

bye!

I'll wait for you...

But I don't want to wait like a stone.

I'm also running after happiness... That makes me busy while I wait for you...

And yesterday's sorrow is slowly fading away...

Coz I know you're missing me...

And will love me again...

I cant wait for THAT Easter Sunday to come... :)

My journey through the empty road called loneliness had begun...

But I dunno... maybe... just maybe... ><

***

To those people at Sunken Garden who patched up my wounded heart, and had given me some advice...

Thank You... She sure is very lucky to have you guys...

masakit din sa akin...

Sana pwede pa nating maayos ito... I'm really sorry... A hot head and a cold heart never solved any problems. Sana wag mong seryosohin yung mga sinabi ko nung nasa bora tayo... tulad din ng sinabi mo dati...

Sana... sana talaga... may pangalawa pang pag-asa at pagkakataon...

alam ko... di ko parin matanggap ang nangyayari sa atin... pero kung ganyan ang gusto mo for now, ok lang...

mag aantay ako ng opportunity...

mag senti senti nalang muna ako dito...

kung ikaw may Rod Stewart. Ako naman may incubus at coldplay...

***

For you I'd bleed mylself dry...

hai pag-ibig? anu ba tlga ang totoong pag-ibig? kung masasaktan lang ako sa pag ibig? maganda bang magmahal ng iba nalang?

masyado ba akong mabait? masyado ba akong romantic? masyado ba akong mapagmahal?

siguro eto ang karma ko sa pagiging masyadong mabait... ewan ko...

akala ko masaya na? napano na yung sinulat mo?

ewan ko sayo...

siguro tama ka nga... masyado akong mabait...

Akala ko panaman malakas ka...

***
nabasa ko nga pala yung sinulat mo sa blog mo. And sorry kung nasabi ko yun kagabi... sa sobrang daming nangyayaring masama sakin hindi ko na alam kung anong gagawin ko...

kung yan ang gusto mo... ok lang... di ako magagalit. di na ako mag aantay. di na ako maghihirap.

magagawa ba natin...

Takot lang akong biglaang mahulog sa ere ang mundo ko na masayang lumulutang... At kung minamalas nga naman, nangyayari na yun sa akin, pabagsak na ako...

pero lilipad nalang ako... at iiwan lahat ng takot ko.

mukhang di na kita makikita ulit... pero malay natin...

Salamat nalang...

Sorry...

"when you fall... you fall. But there's another alternative... You Fly"
-Dream ("Fear of Falling" Sandman, Fables and Reflections)