Bummed out @_@

Saturday, February 16, 2008

I can't put my ideas together in this small white box. The writer's block that I have really irritates me because It's been already 2 years! Goddammit!!! Why can't I write an intellectual opinion or rather a witty opinion of some topic... haiz and my grammar is like shit ~_~.


Maybe I'm just thinking too much... ~_~.


But anyways, I just had another wonderful and soave Valentines Day with my Melskiz! Well we celebrated it in her house and of course I brought a wonderful bouquet and chocolates for my Kitty! I also ate dinner there with her family and heard their stories and opinions about Europe, German culture, and our fucked up "ZTE scandal" hearing trials.


And speaking of those hearing trials, I've had enough of it man. So what if GMA resigned because she is very sorry for getting lots of money from the people of the Philippines to get us internet bandwidth from China? What do you think would happen next? Will our next President be a clean and uncorrupted man? Even I really don't know... Maybe let's just leave it alone, and focus on other stuffs like developing our education, and health standards even further.


*bah! The hell do I know about politics...*


But sadly, I haven't shared a single comment from all of those topics when we (*I mean they*) were chatting at the dining table. ~_~ I really need to work out my shyness man! I mean, that's the only thing that gets in the way whenever I'm talking with another person. Then that will trigger my habit of thinking too much on what to say and I'll end up being so quiet that I would look like a stupid numbskull!


I'm just thinking too much... I think...


Then after that really awkward dinner. I really felt like shit for being too quiet, but her mom's spagetti is daBOMB! I hope Melskiz will cook spaghetti for me someday... hmmm ^^. We still did our mushytym stuff like cuddling and squishyhugging at each other like there's no more tomorrow!!! Then at around 9pm I kissed her and I went home. And boy I miss her already ><...


Haiz. I wish we could date somewhere and eat dinner outside. Like at Greenbelt or The Fort. I hope we could also spend a vacation together like going on a cruiseship or going to Bora XD wahihi wouldn't it be lovely? Well anyways, those thoughts could wait, but for now we still have a lot of things to do. Besides, waiting and planning for those days to happen is the fun part of dreaming ^^.


I think this would be it for this post ^^. I know you guys are already tired of our romantic romance but the hell do you care about it! ahihi!

Lastly, Melskiz qualified for the finals in her school's piano major competition! The Finals will be on Saturday but sadly I can't come because she thinks I'm a major distraction to her performance. Well I really am praying for her to win the first or the other prizes there. And please pray for her too. Please greet her morale boosting quotes or else I'll kill you guys!!! >:)


I need some rest...


Happy valentines again my kitty!!! I'm really so glad to be your Valentine and your puppyness! You're the BESTEST AND SMEXXIEST Lady of my universe my kitty!


I LOVE YOU FOREVER!!! :*:*:*


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Ahihi "b*k*n* dreams"
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